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Cut Me Up

I've given up on you for all time
Your little group--you and your friends
I don't belong; I don't fit in

I've given up on being the one
Who another person could love
I'm never right; I live in night

I've given every thought and each dream
Wasted on hopes I will not see
I can't survive; I can't believe

I've given every feeling for bliss
Loving you, needing your kiss
I'll not get it; I long to scream

I've given, given with only pain
Vainly returned just to be hurt
I want to hate; I want to curse

I've given myself to this despair
Go, I really no longer care
I feel nothing; I've gone insane

You've taken and taken, then you leave
Forsaken, you hope I'll disappear
I was miserable with you here

I'm still alive somehow, not dead yet
I won't cry now, you don't deserve it
I won't ever let you see me grieve
I will never let you see me bleed

Comments

Cee said…
The ending lines are like a one, two punch-- I love them.

Bah, I've had the flu, leaving me with no time for the computer.

So, sorry again for not responding to your writing as much.
February 23, 2008 at 11:05 AM
Miraenda said…
Hey no worries, most of it's a bit dark lately as well. This winter is getting me down lol
February 24, 2008 at 6:28 AM
Miraenda said…
Oh also, I had it to moderate comments as someone left me a rude comment last week. I've taken that off now, though. I just didn't know if the individual would come back again and post, so moderated it for a bit to block that happening.
February 24, 2008 at 6:31 AM
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