I long to die To fall through these holes To a space that doesn't exist Suspended in time I tried for years To forget who I am To live each day as a day Without tears Without any regrets So I've prayed and prayed Here I've stayed and stayed I have waited around Hoping, wishing Hanging onto a vision But nothing has changed Beyond the wrinkles and veins Blood coursing through me Breaths going in and out Brooding in fear and in doubt What is the point of it all I can't be alone I can't be with you I can't be with anyone It's the plain, simple truth I long to die To fall through these holes To a space that doesn't exist I can't continue to live
Everything is open to the winds of chance.